my lock screen and home screen

so of course its just pictures of my boyfriend.

im basic

addicted

everyone has an addiction wheather or not they accept it is up to them

but like most girls my addiction is

online shopping

you order something super cute and sit at the door waiting for it for 3-5 days like 

but anyways since im super excited to get what i ordered i wanted to share it

FANCY PANTS ! BOHO SHIRT! 

my day

so today i activated my facebook

yeah its kinda gay and the newest post on it was from May 22, 2012 but whatever

I only wanted my facebook to meet the people on my teen tour which im super excited for

I leave next Wednesday (todays sunday) so nine days.

So thats where im going :)

only friend

my one friend's name is Adam, hes my boyfriend.

i trust him with everything

hes the only person who makes me happy

hes the one person who hasn't left me, or at least yet.

the only thing ive learned since we started dating is that i have no expectations for friends and it always ruins me in the end. I need more friends like adam who will text me good mourning and act as if they care and will engage in pointless conversation with me. 

hes my life.

my friends

my friends...

will text me everyday and tell me they miss me and want to hang out but wont invite me to there party

will abandone me after seven years of being my best friend

will never have time for me but will always have time for there other friends or make time for a party

will go days without texting me

will keep everything a secret from me

will only text me when they need something

will make excuses not to hang out with me

will be rude to me in front of their other friends

will leave me when i need them most

will replace me

will tell others my secrets

will betray me

will never genuinely care for me or anything i have to say

will disappear

will leave me with unanswered questions

basically, i dont have true friends.

common

It seems as if i am always waiting for things. I don't have a car so i have to wait for my parents to drive me places. Then i have to wait for my friends so come but i dont even know when they are coming because they dont know when there parents get off of work.

Is it so hard for people to be reliable?

THE SCISSORS

they approached my hair and proudely cut seven inches off of my hair.